Ah, sorry because in previous posts (also might be for the next posts) I wrote in English. I didn't mean to be cocky. Why should be cocky if my English is so bad. I don't know, I just want to dare my self to learn.
As I said before, you might found weird words, chaotic structures, or something makes you laugh and say: "yaelah bisa ngga sih ini orang?". Ya, like that -,-. I would be very happy and appreciate if you want to give me correction and help me to fix the faults.
Really, those are more precious instead just saying RIP English or RIP grammar -,-
I ever did some activities with Americans. During stayed with them, they never said my English was bad although what I felt was different. Sometimes they gave me corrections with the right way. And since then, I think that something make us can not use English properly is Indonesian instead, because if there is a mistake, they always blame and just say RIP English, RIP grammar, or something bad and that doesn't make the learner get better and may be.. stop learning :|
Morning Ungrateful
There is a quote: Some were born to be lucky, some were born to be fighters. I think I am the second one. Sometimes, it is to pathetic when I see people always get what they want easily, reach their goals without too much effort whereas I always have to struggle in any condition, spend to much effort, time, and strength to get what I want. I know I am supposed to be grateful for all what I have and what I get now, but I just and ordinary man with my desires.
I am accustomed by my family to do my own responsibilities, no one will help me. If I want it, I fight for it. If I do not finish my tasks, I have to accept the result. If I finish my tasks well, I have to do the next better. It is a lesson. Sometimes it can be a trigger for me, doing anything for my goal by myself, being an independent person, taft, and strong . But in the other side, I feel that it all make me in the difficulty and ineffectiveness instead, especially for study. I sometimes think if I get support, appreciation, and support from my family, I could be better, smarter, and happier.
I envy with my friends get all what I want. The real example, when we would face an exam, my friend’s parents prepared everything for her. If she wanted to eat noodle, her mother made it for her. Her brother was always ready go to copy her materials for her. She gets full supports and appreciation from the people around her. The one she has to do is study. Different with me, exam or not, I have to prepare anything by my self. And if it is the time for me to wash, so I have to. It is a real. Because that, after long long time then I realize that I were born indeed to be fighter and surrender.
I am accustomed by my family to do my own responsibilities, no one will help me. If I want it, I fight for it. If I do not finish my tasks, I have to accept the result. If I finish my tasks well, I have to do the next better. It is a lesson. Sometimes it can be a trigger for me, doing anything for my goal by myself, being an independent person, taft, and strong . But in the other side, I feel that it all make me in the difficulty and ineffectiveness instead, especially for study. I sometimes think if I get support, appreciation, and support from my family, I could be better, smarter, and happier.
I envy with my friends get all what I want. The real example, when we would face an exam, my friend’s parents prepared everything for her. If she wanted to eat noodle, her mother made it for her. Her brother was always ready go to copy her materials for her. She gets full supports and appreciation from the people around her. The one she has to do is study. Different with me, exam or not, I have to prepare anything by my self. And if it is the time for me to wash, so I have to. It is a real. Because that, after long long time then I realize that I were born indeed to be fighter and surrender.
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